In Doubt We Trust

by Von Nebo

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Ryan Harvey I get a super 90's Rock vibe from this album, which is pretty sweet. Favorite track: You Don't Like Me?.
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xOutragex I am overjoyed that this long-awaited EP is finally released for the world to hear!

With these catchy tunes complimented with these relatable lyrics, these six tracks are a must have for anyone's musical playlist.

I am very proud of my good friend, Dacodah, and what he has accomplished thus far.

He has a good head on his shoulders and I believe he will have a bright future creating music.
:) Favorite track: Anikha.
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M4PLEHOODI3's debut EP, finally captured for any ear that will listen. It's been years in the making of this non-committal EP, as Von of M43 tried to learn the ropes one by one in order to fully self produce his own music record.

The heart-on-sleeve lyrics and the twangy guitar melodies speak of the days of youthful depression and anxiety, where people come into your life just as fast as they exit. This would all make sense, seeing as how M43 began the long journey of creating the EP while in high school.

Von had lyrics leaking out of his mouth without having an outlet to make those words come to life. Years later, after a couple failed band attempts, changes of mind and character, and years of multi-instrument honing, the stage was set and the EP was brought together.

Von -
I've held onto the past for a very long time, and I think that's why this album took me such a long time to make; You know, because I was always living in the past. I didn't want to say "I DID IT, IT'S DONE", because I didn't want it to end, and I was still trying to change it all the time; Both the EP and the past.

Now, the EP is done and my past is done. Who we were yesterday is different today, and the songs we sang of our yesteryears can be jolly and good, and we can still bring them to mind and sing them every once in a while.

So, I hope you like the album, friends. It was quite the ride to get to this point, and I'm gonna keep going. Here's to back then, right now, and forever!

credits

released December 2, 2015

All music written/performed/edited/programmed/mixed/mastered by M4PLEHOODI3 [Von Nebo]. All rights to M4PLEHOODI3 [Von Nebo].

Thanks so much to the very few who believed in and supported me! Mum+Dad, Kins, Steven, xOutragex [Jonathan], Hungry Lights [Justin], David, Raymond, and my first loyal YouTube subscribers. It meant and still means a lot.

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Emo Trip-Hop artist and producer, searching for feeling.

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Track Name: 10 Unread Msgs
I'll stand by while you ruin my life
just like you said you never would
you said nothing's come between us
but I can feel it, I can feel it.

so where you headed
is this the real thing
wanna forget it
darling you've got me shivering

each time life got me down, you brought me back again
please tell me that you'll change your mind again
these lonely roads are hard to walk alone
I guess till I know for sure I'll have to stand alone

I don't detect a sense of regret
that I've kept bottled up inside
and I always thought you were the one for me
so please just tell me why

so where you headed
oh, is this the real thing
wanna forget it
darling you've got me shivering

living life is just so hard
what will I do if you're leaving
life's giving me a wildcard
maybe your words are deceiving, yeah
Track Name: Anikha
You are the sun and moon to me,
what I look up to; You are,
everything that I want, but I
can't see you.
[Why can't I protect this girl, oh no?]

[Anikha]
Please tell me why you
look up to the sky, and
you're angry.
[Anikha]
I won't give up.

You are the only one
that I've ever really chased,
and that's different in my case.
You have to believe in something, or you're
gonna fade away;
So believe in me.

Hey! So where are you now,
are you laying with the clouds, or have you gone down?
We play the drama game so much
that I can't tell if it's a dream or what, yo.

Is everything as it seems?
I'm scared of my dreams, so I'm trying to believe in you;
Oh, please don't tell me it's a mistake!

[Anikha]
Please tell me why you
look up to the sky, and
you're angry.
[Anikha]
I won't give up.

You are the only one
that I've ever really chased,
and that's different in my case.
You have to believe in something, or you're
gonna fade away;
So believe in me.

.. Just remember that tomorrow will be okay.
.. What kind of world would it be if everything stayed the same?..

Well you are the only one
that I've ever really chased,
and that's different in my case.
You have to believe in something, or you're
gonna fade away;
So believe in me.
Track Name: Avoidant
In my head, I've got you loosing sleep.
I've already said that I come only cheap.
With your eyes, I see you study me,
fall to my knees before you even breathe.
My heart is pounding; Pounding,
scared to death, why don't you bury me?

Walk on by, and I'll walk on past.
Pretend I didn't see you, but my
heart beats fast, and I'll

Be anything that you want me to be,
a souvenir that you got for free.
Take me with you please,
just leave me on your keys.

Look at me,
that's all I want from you.
Look at me,
do what you wanna do.
I see you,
the worst scenarios.
What do I do;
Well I don't know!
Guess I'll try to talk to you,
here goes.

Alright..
Let's go..

I'll be anything that you want me to be,
souvenir that you got for free,
take me with you please,
just leave me on your keys, yeah.

And I'm just a figment of your imagination.
Maybe with less color, but no more real; Real.
And I have a hard time, trying to keep my head into your game,
like I'm messing up my room,
because I heard you might drop by.

[And I'm so lost. You just stand there looking pretty, and I'm just totally lost for words. Breaking down right in front of you.
And I guess in a way, there's nowhere else I'd rather be.]

I'll be anything that you want me to be,
souvenir that you got for free,
take me with you please,
leave me on your keys, yeah yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

Take me with you please,
just leave me on your keys.
Track Name: It's Cool
Hey guys, I'm not going to school.
Guess I'll drop out, but it's cool.
It's just not fair that the world keeps going
when I'm walking around with my bleeding heart showing.

She was my best girl, now she's gone.
Feel like breaking down, but I'm strong.
Yeah I'll be fine, don't worry about me;
Cuz I guess it's gotta be,
yeah it's gotta be.

I envisioned us 20 years from now,
but she picked another guy, and she shot me down.
So what's the deal with that?
She pulled him out of a hat!
These feelings are bad and I never wanted this,
I spent my two cents on my first kiss.
A girl means trouble, stay away from them son
or sooner or later you'll find yourself on the run.
[Run, run]

We were kissing in the car, then she left me.
Maybe she'll be back, but she might forget me.
Will she turn around, I guess I'll see.
I guess it's gotta be, it's gotta be.

We were kissing in the car,
then she left me,
maybe she'll be back, but she might forget me.
She might forget me.

My face is on the price tag of caring too much.
She was like a crutch, that I never leaned on.
So just forget it. I'll be alright.
I won't put up a fight, I'll just think about you when
I'm alone at night.

I'm gonna fade away.
But I'm gonna be okay.
She was kind of a drag anyway,
she never had all that much to say
until today.
[Until today.]
Track Name: You Don't Like Me?
What's up girl, you know it's been a long while.
Called you up cuz I wanted to hear you smile.
I've been good, yeah I've been okay,
keeping busy doing things my way.
Other than that, I've been alright.

What's up girl, you know it's been a long time.
Kinda miss when I was calling you mine.
Those were the days, just you and me.
Forget the things I did, we can start clean.
What's that? What did you say to me;
Are you serious?!

Well then, you suck.
Because I thought you wanted me.
Guess you don't want us and all we could be.
You know you make me sad, why are you
even here? You, I might have called you up.

Well that's too bad; I guess you'll never have me,
I know you'll cry away.
Although I'm leaving again, you'll wish that I had stayed.
You'll just be a number in my phone
I'll probably delete.
You'll wish I didn't, you'll be begging at my feet,
cuz yeah, you suck.

I spent so much time on you;
I know I'm young but what can I do?
I called you up [Called you]
Tried to be sweet, it didn't work out, now I'm alone.
[didn't work out, now I'm alone]

And you always say it's my fault,
but it isn't this time, because you totally suck, man. Yeah!

Is that what you say when a heart breaks,
Is that what you say when you make mistakes?
Is that what you say when a heart breaks?
[x2]

Yeah, you suck.
Track Name: Bestest
Once upon a time everything was in place
smile on my face and I never needed much space
but then the eyes of everyone looked down on me
but who's to blame and who are you to judge me

I thought today was gonna be a good day
I had a wish that it would all be okay
I had the world
and then I gave it all away because I listened
to the stupid things people say

And I'm going down, down, down
and no I won't be around,
No.

So tell me where do I get off
because I'm over this whole ride
and if the world falls down on me
well it's a good thing because I
could use a fresh start, so
I'll pick the pieces up myself
and I'mma put it all back together
and even in the wholes of my heart,
this time there is no room for you.

I post my songs on the social media
used every word in an encyclopedia
I hung around, hoping you would press play,
I took them down, because no one listens anyway.

I thought today was gonna be a good day
I had a wish that it would all be okay
no friend of mine has ever earned a good place
worst came to worst so I guess I'll do it my way.

So tell me where do I get off
because I'm over this whole ride
and if the world falls down on me
well it's a good thing because I
could use a fresh start, so
I'll pick the pieces up myself
and I'mma put it all back together
and even in the wholes of my heart,
this time there is no room for you.

I've been rethinking life
in this time
am I alive
I guess I don't know
Guess I don't know.
No, no.

I can't believe I fell for this
all of the things you hurt me with
the only thing I'm thankful for
is that you walked right out the door
and everything I ever was
I pulled all of it off because
you had me in your master plan
I just wanted to see you stand
But now I see you never will
At least you won't do so until
you let go of what's inside
you were always one to hide
so I'm breaking out of this
to get back to the life I missed
and know that I am moving on,

Find yourself another pawn.

So tell me where do I get off
because I'm over this whole ride
and if the world falls down on me
well it's a good thing because I
could use a fresh start, so
I'll pick the pieces up myself
and I'mma put it all back together
and even in the wholes of my heart,
this time there is no room for you.