Yo
I'm just being real, you know?
You cool, you good, you cool?
I ain't.

So there I was
life in a fuzz
didn't wanna go on anymore
live just because
nah, that ain't right
Everyday was a struggle
everyday was such a fight

Then I heard a voice of light
called out to me
it felt so right
so I ran to answer
a girl I knew became all I knew
never left, though the whole time
yeah, thought she was gonna leave

couldn't help it,
I've been deceived
in the past
good friends never lasted
but she found her way
into my heart
what can I say
was a beautiful start

And it kept going
till a Sunday morning
when she broke it off
guess I was just too boring
now I lost all I got
I'm returning to the
thoughts I had
about not going on

-chorus
The pain is all I've got now
wish I could just fly away
my heart has nothing left inside
so why should I, why should I stay
-

So I cried, I denied
the whole nine yards
thought all about how I was
dealt the wrong cards
didn't think my heart
would break into shards
thought there was nothing left
and I wouldn't fall hard

But I did, fell so hard
reached an end
gotta stop tryna pretend
that I'll see her again
cuz I can't
even when I pen this rant
she's off forgetting me
with new seeds to plant

So the next time you see your girl
look inside her
make sure she's alright
hold her hand a little tighter
because there may
come a day
when the skies are not brighter
than the days you were with your girl

-chorus
The pain is all I've got now
wish I could just fly away
my heart has nothing left inside
so why should I, why should I stay
-

And so back then
my friends; Question
why did you stop me then?
Because the pain is so much worse now
and I'm gone
I'm depleted
can't shake it
it's just too far deep-seeded

And why am I
so hard to understand
it's not like life is pre-planned
it's in demand, and I just can't stand
the pain flows in every day
I won't be missed
everybody hates me anyway
[aww, haha]

Huh, then why
treat me this way?
i could never please you
no matter what I say
and why won't
anybody stay
people say they will
and then they walk away

And so I wish to leave now
before my brain gets hardwired to
feeling the pain of being
undesired, yeah
you were my whole life
I let you be
and now that you're gone
there's nothing left for me, uh

And I wish it wasn't
such a big deal
feeling this way ain't
so unreal, I'm just done
I don't wanna
bother anyone no more
though I'll be called a coward,
that's for sure

Just hope my God can
forgive me now
because other than this
I just don't know how
to fix myself
and remain in love
the best times are when
I'm thinking of her

So can you cut me a break
just one time
I tried so hard to stay
right in line
and I wanna stop
still sorta on top
with my scent still on my hoodie
that she got

Just know that I'm gone
from giving all my love
and you'll know
who I was thinking of, ha..
Just know that it
ain't your fault
but this train wreck
has got to halt, so here I go.

-chorus
The pain is all I've got now
wish I could just fly away
my heart has nothing left inside
so why should I, why should I stay
-

Ooo.
Mmm-hmm.
No no, nah no no.
Mmmmm.